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i had the most bizarre dream last night. i was dorothy in the wizard of oz. so it started when i was in a county-ish cottage, then i started feeling dizzy, so i fainted, when i woke up i was in this weirdo village with two dogs, the two dogs' bodies looked like my dog chico (may he rest in peace) but their heads were daniel radcliffe's and mark saul's. wow, my dogs were so hot. anyway, all of a sudden, oompa loompas popped out their faces were mikee, binky, luisa, katrin and cven's!! hehe, they started singing "follow the yellow brick road". i walked laong the yellow brick road and then i see mr cereso and sarie, collecting their sweat. sarie: wanna buy this salty water, it will sure quench your thirst!!! hehe, so anyway, futher down the road, i see egg and raisa, then they walked with me na, then i see camille and pisha and they walk with us too! then i see bobbie and maria (for some reason) and they walk with us too!!! then we meet mr bunales trying to sell us maggot infested grapes... i think we bought them (i dont really remember)hehe, then we finally find the castle!!! then i woke up... hehe it was such a weird dream...
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[02 Apr 2003|09:36pm] |
As you go through life you'll see
There is so much that we
Don't understand
And the only thing we know
Is things don't always go
The way we planned
But you'll see every day
That we'll never turn away
When it seems all your dreams come undone
We will stand by your side
Filled with hope and filled with pride
We are more than we are
We are one
If there's so much I must be
Can I still just be me
The way I am?
Can I trust in my own heart
Or am I just one part
Of some big plan?
Even those who are gone
Are with us as we go on
Your journey has only begun
Tears of pain, tears of joy
One thing nothing can destroy
Is our pride, deep inside
We are one
We are one, you and I
We are like the earth and sky
One family under the sun
All the wisdom to lead
All the courage that you need
You will find when you see
We are one
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[24 Mar 2003|07:00pm] |
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*ahem* i now declare this livejournal, FRIENDS ONLY! *cuts ribbon*
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[20 Mar 2003|05:13pm] |
wow! finally, graduation! congratulations dude, youve earned it. studying a week before exams!!! good luck in everything else - boys, friends, everything. Ü
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"im just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love me" lol... yup... very true...
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(venting about someone i dont like)
ge: ARGH! I HATE HER!
genie: uhhh...
ge: I HATE HER
ge: I HATE HER
genie: ge...
ge: UGH! I HATE HER!
ge: I SO FREAKING HATE HER.
genie: uhhh... ge....
ge: I HATE HER
ge: I HATE HER
genie: geeeeeeeeeeee.....
ge: IVE NEVER HATED ANYONE AS MUCH AS I DO HER.
genie: GE!!!
ge: what?
genie: well... you said you hate her right?
ge: yeah, i think i made that point clear.
genie: but... shes still your friend?
ge: well... yeah...
genie: labo... how can you hate her, but she's still your friend?
ge: well... take a seat fishball, this might take a while...
genie: do you really think i would be standing while using the comp?
ge: you might be.
genie: im not.
ge: whatever.
genie: ok... so, you were saying...
ge: shes still my friend because weve been friends for the longest time and something like this, no matter how big, wont just ruin that. at least not from my side.
genie: hmmm... your side?
ge: lets put it this way, she can probably drop me like a hot potato anytime she wants, but *gulp* i cant do that to her.
genie: *suffocates from the cheese*
ge: weve been through a shit load of stuff together...
genie: like?
ge: id rather not say.
genie: right...
ge: so anyway, my point is shes still my friend because of two things. number one, as i said,
genie: is cause of youve been good friends since forever.
ge: right. and my second is...
genie: is...? is what, slowpoke? type faster, i dont have all day!
ge: is that i choose to love her as my friend.
genie: *gawk*
ge: yup...
genie: *dies of cholesterol and sodium content of the cheese*
ge: shes one of my closest friends. and no matter how much shes hurt me, i still choose to like her.
ge: and its sad you know...
genie: *rises from the dead* sad?
ge: weve been soooo mean to each other.
genie: meaner than you are to me?
ge: im not mean to you!
genie: yeah right!
ge: its called discipline.
genie: DISCIPLINE?!
ge: ok, ok, fine, so maybe i am a teensy bit mean to you...
genie: teensy? ugh. your hopeless.
genie: forget it, just continue.
ge: ok... its just really sad...
genie: I THINK I REMEMBER ASKING YOU WHY.
ge: oh.. right, right. because i think its the end na.
genie: the end?
ge: well, i told you weve been through shit together right?
genie: yeah...
ge: well, i think this time, its something we cant get through.
genie: explain.
ge: we "got through" lots of shit. and its only made us closer. but this...
ge: this is something that, if ever we do get through, our friendship wont be the same anymore.
genie: you mean stronger?
ge: no, amoeba brain. weaker.
genie: amoeba brain?!
ge: sorry. Ü
genie: nah, its ok. weaker? why weaker?
ge: because. what i did to her (actually, i did it to all my friends) is something really hard to forgive. and i dont blame her if she doesnt forgive me for it.
genie: you did it to all your friends?
ge: yeah, sorta.
genie: then why is she the only one mad?
ge: because thats her atittude problem.
genie: ohhh... she sounds like a brat.
ge: she is a brat. and shes not even the only child! or the youngest child!
genie: and YOU! you put up with her! didnt you ever think that maybe, your accepting her for who she is is just making her a worse person??
ge: no... well, shes always been like that.
genie: exactly. and if youre a real friend, youd try to change her.
ge: deep shit fishball.
genie: no. your just shallow.
ge: genie,
genie: what?
ge: thanks. Ü
genie: no problem. what are best enemy cousins for?
i just realized how much i love genie. no matter how much shes gets on my nerves, or how much she breaks my things, i still really really love her. she one of the 3 people in this world i can tell anything to. sorta like a soulmate. among the three though, she understands me the best... BUT I STILL HAVENT FORGOTTEN WHEN SHE FRIKKEN BROKE ALL MY CDs!
i wanted to post this so i could remember the convo i had with her that i finally realized how nice and understanding she is. lol.
btw, im reading these books to make me change how i live my life. lets just say, im truly moved by eschatology.
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BOBBIE!!!! REP IS FULL!!!!! did you sign up na? *sigh* my mom asked one of her "connections" to save a slot. so i have a guaranteed slot na... oh yeah! and they said "meynard" wont teach... who are you signing up under?
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recap of yesterday. i felt so bad cause i thought it would be the first saturday of the year that i would stay home. what do i do when i have to go out??? KUYAS!!!!! lol. i asked my kuyas to take me out. (a/n if youre wondering, i dont have brothers. these are my cousins). they were more than willing cause its been forever since the last time we went out. aww... i missed them. so anyway, this time, i asked my other cousin ericka, to come with me. we had fun, but i was sorta boring compared to other times we went out... and ericka!!! woah! she changed so much. the last time i saw her was new year... she was still a kid then. in a polo, mini skirt and tights when everyone else was either wearing black slacks or skirts from the knee down with sleeveless or spag tops. then when i saw her today - i was like... woah... usually she would have worn straight cut jeans with a tshirt and tennis shoes. today she wore nice fitting khaki pants and a tight pink baby tee (wow! my favorite clothes color combo! pink and khaki!)... and she looked really nice cause she isnt really curvy (so she didnt look like a slut), but she isnt lacking anything either. just right. i looked like her little sister, wearing khaki capris, and a red top (exactly like camille's blue top in the stephen speaks concert). and she grew! shes like 2 inches taller than me. during new year, she was 2 inches shorter. lalang. just amazed. i never changed as drastically as her.
i didnt study yesterday.. hehe.. ill studay today nalang... wow, like i have a choice.... ill study after i watch hp2.... again... Ü
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ok, so im thinking a potential quote for the yearbook. i have a couple of funny ones. but i think only serious ones are allowed. but all mine are stupid. *sigh* the search goes on.
"I THINK THEREFORE I AM" LOL! thank you, mr callueng.i am so not using that.
"shoot for the moon, even if you miss, you'll land among the stars" nah... too... stupid sounding.
"reach high, for stars lie hidden in your soul. dream deep, for every dream precedes the goal" i like that one. if i dont find a better one, ill use that.
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we had a surprise inspection today. CELLPHONES.
its kinda unfair cause some people ACCIDENTALLY bring their phones. like me and camel. we have them in our pockets in the car, then when we get to school, we realize its still there. i mean, what are we supposed to say? "uhh... miss, i forgot to take it out of my pocket."... right. lol. good thing i didnt bring it this time though. ms. lopez found like 4 phones in the comfortroom. lol. funny. we werent supposed to have an inspection, but since some people got all freaked out from the grade 6 inspection, they hid their phones. and teachers found them. so we had one too. grade six talaga! parang theyre always in trouble or problematic. i love our normal batch. hehe. i have to clean my bag up. oh wait! im not gonna use it na!
i cant believe its our last academic day. its really weird, but for some reason i was sorta depressed. like, last class with mr pascual, cereso and nespral. they all gave these good-bye-your-going-to-high-school-dont-forget-what-weve-taught-you speech. mr pascual showed us this powerpoint thing, but it was so gross cause it was about love. he acts so stupid sometimes. hay nako. before i graduate, im going to find out if he has a twin or not. MR NESPRAL SHOULD BE OUR NEXT TIC/CA! i know bobbie would hate me for it, but yeah, we all think he should. science and dismissal were so fun cause we had a clay ball war! it was so funny!!!! fun fun fun fun FUN! we should have another one.
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hey therese!
lets go to softball summer clinic together. the sched of rep and the summer clinic are different naman eh. - thank god! lol. since im taking rep and softball, im gonna have to drop photography and news casting in trumpets this summer. i can still keep badminton on saturday though. i dont think the summer clinic starts at that time. see ya ok? were going to do some BFF bonding... lol!!!
ge. Ü
its gonna be a busy summer!!! yay! im so happy all the schedules are so perfect!!! they fit perfectly. even if i had to drop photography and news casting. i took those last year. something new! something different! something amazing! lol. waaaaaaaaaaa! lalang. im sooooo happy. i can go to softball, rep and badminton!!! and the schedules dont clash!!! how lucky can it be?!? *sings*everything's alright, yes everything's fine! .... no, its more than alright. aaaaahhhhhhhh! im so happy!
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ugh. i got sorta pissed at alot of people today.
1. cause people never tell me anything cause theyre afraid of me.
2. cause my friends are so labo.
"its on saturday!"
"no! i said friday!"
"i cant on friday!"
"well, i cant on saturday!"
"why do we have to go out in the first place?"
"because we havent gone out in two weeks! were behind by a week! ***** will fine us!"
"why does she have the right to fine us? she keeps the money?"
"i dunno"
"so youre saying you only wanna go out because you dont wanna pay?"
"no!"
"what kind of a friend are you?"
"what do you mean?!"
"you know what i mean!"
"no i dont!"
"yes you do!"
"no!"
"yes!"
... so on and so forth...
3. some people are so nosy.
4. some people are so feeling.
5. some people are not all they say they are. believe me, i know.
p.s. if youre reading this, chances are its not you. Ü
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today was fun. especially dismissal! lol. ok, so nothing happened much in school... only i noticed, we were reporting and reporting.... diba? lol.
ok, so after school, during dismissal, binky, leigh, mikee, camille and i had our dismissal ritual again... but then everyone went home except for me and camille. so we went to the gym and then we saw kaila, iya, eli and other seventh grader playing basketball against... ahem... certain... ahem.... grade 6... er... people. lol! it was so funny! camille and i got high so we were cheering like hell.. lol!
ge: gimme an I!
camel: I!
ge: gimme a y!
camel: Y!
ge: gimme an A!
camel: A!
ge: what does that spell?
camel: IYA!!!
lol! fun, fun, fun, fun, fun! lol. except for the presence of some people.. btu still! we should stay late more! *memories of my gr 2 and 3 basketball stage* cris! gia! kiara! kaila! binky (you were in our barkada, but i dont remember you playing basketball. did you?)! cris was my teacher! lol! omg... *tear* miss those days! haha!
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ok, so we got our play score and it isnt as bad as i expected. im happy with it na. congrats sec 1 and 2!
shifted in gr 6 during lunch and recess. i know whos winning for pres!!!! lol. hehe.
during the latter part dismissal, binky, leigh, mikee, cven, camille and i were telling ghost stories... then dream stories... haha. we were laughing like hell man.
when i got into the car na, i turned on my cellphone and it started ringing. my cousin called me to tell me that the guy shes been crazy about for the past 4 years just told her he loves her. lol. her predicament here is that, yeah, she really really really likes him, and has been crazy about him for the past 4 years, but she never *gulp* loved him. lol. hay nako! *sings* everybody knows it hurts to grow up...
after i picked my sister up, i ate taho!!! yummy yummy taho. i used to buy everyday but then there was this period that he never came to sell na. then today hes back!!!
oh yeah... i have my own little predicament... im deciding what to join: illam or rep.
illam
i promised tete (and mikee i think) that id go with her to summer clinics...
gretchen goes there!
cris and gia go there! and sarie!
alex goes there!
softball is fun.
rep
acting is fun.
luisa, binky and leigh are joining
bobbie and keena (i think) are going too.
egg might join.
itll be cool.
i wont have to see _____.
lol... im 60% rep and 40% illam...
help me out guys... what do you think?
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i went to the all stars yesterday. i was supposed to bring sina tete but then last minute my mom told me my tito is bringing me because she had to make "asikaso" an emergency. soory again dudes. when i got there, my tito was all "anak ni eddieboy!" "anak ni rebbie!" to different people and then the people were all "ay! kamuka!" "dalaga na! may boyfriend ka na ba?" "the last time i saw you, you still a baby!" "send regards to your mom!" "tell your dad i said hi!" and in my head i was "uhh... whats your name again?". lol. but i finally made my way to the seats sina bobbie were in. sat down on jo. then they left to walk (didnt go cause of my trauma) so i just sat with tete, vica and lissan and we were cheering wrong like if someone is called out we'll be like "nice job gia!" thinking it was a good thing then angela poe sat behind us and since then we just mimmiked what she said. didnt get to say my cheer to sarie, because she was either too far to hear, not looking at me, or no one was going to hear it. they finally got alex's gifts yesterday. lucky girl. signed the card even if were not close. half way through the game, we sat in the bar place tlking baout who's pretty and whos not then we realized there were parents all around us.... so we left and hung out beside gias dug out. haha, that dug out is much much better then the other one. may lights pa!toward the end of the game we just sat in the seats again, looking at vicas wallet. saw an adorable pic of baby gianna. i was told the boys read my dedication to vica, it might be offending to them, i feel bad now. then there was this mommy behind us making parinig that she watched our play. she kept giving side glances at us then when she sees us looking at her she continues... weird. she was saying we were good though. in the end gretch lost, my tito and tita were talking about this girl in the red team being pahiya cause she was telling them that they'd win. lol. didnt tell me who though. darn. it was fun in the end cause sab gave me her cup cake and i smudgedit all over gia and sabs faces. then mariel and i tried to carry gretch but she was too heavy so we dropped her and she fell butt first. lol. when most people left na, tita karin gave me the last cupcake. yummy! i can believe i wasted it on gia's face. it was fun once everyone left except me, mariel and gretchen we climbed up the roof... great view. then was there pa pala! ugh. i hate her. she ruined my day. "hi ge! i didnt notice you there!" what was the point of her saying that? she left na rin. then alex ong was still there and she was supposed to climb the roof too but then she tripped - "nobody saw that!!! im okay! im okay! im okay!" - strange introduction still met her nonetheless.
after the game i went to power plant and ate in some pigeon house. i refused to eat the pigeon though. disgusting! inhumane! lol. gross.-
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im in the library now, waiting for my turn to have my routine interview. yeah bobbie! omg,the font is different!!! lol. omg, this keyboard is so tigas! lol. my fingers hurt na. its supposed to be reading time now... but nespral is absent so theres no reason to be in the classroom. i dont really wanna know our score anyway. im with kaila, luisa, binky, nadine and val. kaila just finished so its nadine's turn. then mine. hehe been a long time since i had one of these... what do they do ask you questions bout your life? your problems? *memories of ms kit lopez* "i wont let you out of this room till you tell me your problem geraldine!!!" *end* lol... yeah... kinda traumatic really. that was like what... a year ago? lol. ok, i think ms trin is better than her anyway. omg. this font is really bothering me. it soo..... different. lol! tete! so this is what you do here! erin! you rin! lol!
omg. i love you dude. 16! thats a hard stage lol. stay the same kuya. Ü take care. be nice to girls. ill be seeing you in power plant before the all stars right? lol. i hope you dont mind, ill be picking up a few of my 6th grade friends before i drop you off. Ü happy happy birthday.
ok.. so im really pissed at the keyboard too. ugh. forget it. gotta go. chec in again later. Ü
btw, i got a new computer table at home! excited to use it na! lol! :Þ
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we had our play today. we did pretty bad, though. i mean, i dont understand. we always did so well in the last few practices. we were stubborn, but we were still good. now... it was just... ugh... and im not saying i had nothing to do with it.15 mins into the play and i broke down. i started crying and i didnt wanna go on stage (which explains why i didnt say much). im so sorry 7-3 people who are reading this. im really really am. its just that, i felt so bad after missing a scene and that the lights and sounds were screwing up and that it was a disaster. im sorry for not even trying to stay composed or to keep my temper. im sorry for screaming at you, if ever i did, cause i know i screamed at so much people. im sorry for ruining our play by not saying 4/5 of my lines. and sorry for... just sorry for everything guys.
congrats to sec 1 and 2... you guys were awesome. Ü
just came home from s&r. i ate pizza cause i told my parents i havent eaten since breakfast and they started freaking out. *burp* excuse me.
excited for the all stars na. and maid in manhattan!!! yey! at least im gonna have a good weekend to make up for today.
(addition to our thank yous in the playbill)
... to raisa benedicto, for providing the magical mirror...
hehe, well, i think she needs credit for that.
btw, 6-3 was the best audience among the 3 sections that watched. they were so... sensitive (like, they wouldnt laugh in front of us when we make mistakes) and they laughed at all the right times. they applauded. just... thank you so much for that. the audience is one of the most important things in a play. (only 1 sec 3er will be reading this, but i just wanted to let her know) Ü sec 1 and 2 were okay too, but i felt sorta bad for the other sections when they were making fun of them.
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havent updated in 2 days... woah.
watching the all stars with therese, erin, bobbie, vica, lissan... bla bla bla... gianna, gretch, cris, gia and sarie are gonna be playing!!!! aaahhh! i dont know who to cheer for!!! lol... i hope i can see condura and rinrin together... to see if theyre sweet and all...
got this flyer for paulina's campaign to stare at jian. lol! thank you lissan!!!
our play is tomorrow im so freaking scared!!!! aaaaahhhhhh!!! i look so stupid in maita's song (beauty and the beast). i just stand there while she sings until she says "cmon chip time for bed." dammit. i hate my part. lol. but i love my little boy costume!!! its sooo... preppy... american-private-school-uniform-for-2nd-graders-ish... i love it i love it i love it. with suspenders!!!!
during practice, sarah hit her jaw and for a while she couldnt move it... scary. if i found that my jaw's not working id start screaming (if thats possible since i cant move my mouth.)... and mikee felt sick. so we prayed over them. inspired by mrs lopez's healing ministry.
speaking of mrs lopez, in her class today, she read to us mother theresa's prophecy. scary. really scary. im searching for the prayer so i can pray it na...
btw, ask wednesday, love my ash cross. Ü
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